later…

More interactions have occurred…Its interesting because the amount of hate and insult pouring out of that house… and now physical threats (no, I don’t get that one at all)…

You know a MAJOR assumption being made? That Dave and I don’t think we are wrong in anything…its funny cause I lay in bed THINKING and THINKING over the mistakes I make. So many things I say come across wrong…I try to explain and the explanation is not accepted. I am a messed up person, I am a sinner. Thankfully the kid song is true, God is not finished with me yet. I WANT to take some of the criticism to heart, examine my heart, but there is so much hate and insult that I don’t know what is true and what is exaggerated and based on assumptions.

When I talked things out last December I found out a lot of my jokes and teasing were taken seriously, and what shook me is I could totally understand how. I saw how badly I came across at times. I also saw the passive aggression in some of my words…which is why I’ve been working on that…

I don’t resent the friendship ending. We are too different in our social interactions. However, I do resent the insults.

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